Second Thoughts

[sal_amanda]

okay. so i've thought about it over night and throughout the morning and i'm just not sure about things overall. i said i wanted to take the time to find the right job and not just take whatever comes along just because it's a job. we can afford for me to be unemployed for a little while. not ideal, but doable. and i'm not sure how much i'm really feeling this BVS job. i'm not sure i want the really difficult BVS clientele. i mean, one of the kids i work with here goes there for counseling and she's on counselor number three, which makes me wonder why that is. i'm not sure i want to drive down to lackawanna come winter. i'm not sure i want to work nights anymore. especially since john and i want kids sometime soon. i want to find the right job that i want to keep while i pop out some babies. and that means a place that will allow me to be with my family. so the issue of working nights kind of makes me a little queasy anymore. however, a lot of these agencies have those evening hours, but at least they're closer to home in case there was ever a problem with my kids or something. it's a lot to think about and this guy is waiting for an answer. so i'll just have to ask for time. maybe at least until monday. even without any other kind of offer, i really need to think hard about this one. is this the right place for me?

Comments

[heywoodjabloski.livejournal.com]

hey, if they won't let you take your time, that's just inconsiderate and you should probably not go there...

[wigglett.livejournal.com]

ummm you are in the wrong feild for wanting family time dear... social work hours are seemingly around the clock

[sal_amanda]

yes, dear, but at least other agencies are closer in case there was ever an emergency or something, and some are indeed family friendly anyway.