The Middle

[sal_amanda]

i can think of a few kinky situations where being in the middle might be a lot of fun. however, it's not a position i generally care for, but it seems to be where i am a lot lately. sometimes it's work related, as in the 9-year-old girls that are constantly fighting at the club. at least i get paid to get involved in that one. it's the ones between friends that make me very worn out.

so now i have a choice: resumes and cover letters or Scrubs and sleep. the resumes will still be there tomorrow, right? i feel guilty putting them off for one more day, honestly, but what the hell.

at least i have Beezley here keeping my feet warm. dog love is so comforting sometimes.

Comments

[flutteronby28.livejournal.com]

you arent in the middle of my romantic relationships - at least i have done my best to keep you out of the middle - you at any point couldve said whatever you needed to say to whoever bc once i told you it was fair game and im sorry if that didnt exactly come across? either way, since you are not a ichild of either relationship there really is no middle for you b/c your friendships shouldnt wave and pull based on my standing with certain individuals.

[sal_amanda]

see, it's not as simple as that all the time. i certainly didn't choose that position. it just sort of happened around me and then i was kind of there. i'm not blaming anyone. i'm just saying that the circumstances kind of suck overall.

but don't worry about it. i'm not mad or anything. just sorta sad about it all.

[flutteronby28.livejournal.com]

ive had my fair share of sad time about that boy
i really did all i could i promise you that there was a time that i wanted that boy to come out on top too
but he didnt seem to want to
and in the end it really did work out for the best for me
and in the end i hope the other party involved sees that it has worked out for the best for him as well
i still love you
i was just venting

[flutteronby28.livejournal.com]

btw - that was not meant to sound as bitchy as it did - call and we shall talk

[flutteronby28.livejournal.com]

good god im so pissed right now (not at you but this situation burns me up and is absolutly - excuse me for this - retarded)