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Went to the midwife today and whined about not knowing the gender. She was good natured and joked about maybe having another sonogram later on down the line. Well, but then she did say that there really has to be an actual reason for it or else the insurance won't pay for it. And since the good news is that they were able to see everything they needed to see on this sonogram and all is perfectly normal, I very likely won't have a reason to have another one.
Furthermore, I realized the snafu in my plan to have John's dad hook us up at Christmas. I keep forgetting that Christmas this year is not at John's grandma's, but at his aunt's instead, and that's not where John's folks live so Dr. John has no pull there. Damn.
Here's the thing about me. I hate when there's a surprise hanging over my head. Like if a surprise comes out of nowhere and I'm not expecting it at all, I'm all for it. But, say, if someone tells me I have a surprise coming and I have to wait for it, I can't stand that. Even if it turns out to be good, that just makes me nuts. Must be all those years of my mom waving things like that in front of us. So here I am with this surprise just there and I can't find out for several months. Oh, that's the worst.
Furthermore, I realized the snafu in my plan to have John's dad hook us up at Christmas. I keep forgetting that Christmas this year is not at John's grandma's, but at his aunt's instead, and that's not where John's folks live so Dr. John has no pull there. Damn.
Here's the thing about me. I hate when there's a surprise hanging over my head. Like if a surprise comes out of nowhere and I'm not expecting it at all, I'm all for it. But, say, if someone tells me I have a surprise coming and I have to wait for it, I can't stand that. Even if it turns out to be good, that just makes me nuts. Must be all those years of my mom waving things like that in front of us. So here I am with this surprise just there and I can't find out for several months. Oh, that's the worst.
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